June 4 - Summer's here

Some women are just meant to stay at home with their kids... I'm not one of them.

I realize that my crankiness is directly due to the amount of sleep I get on any night and this week has had some very taxing nights.

Paige is 7 weeks old, today... and pretty much sleeps from 9pm to 4 am. Sometimes, 4 am is really 3:30am and sometimes it is closer to 5am.

I am really hating the 3:30am nights - by the time I get the baby back to bed, I only have about 20 min. before the other kids wake up. It is very, very frustrating.

All this coupled with the fact that Bryan can sleep through a marching band.

The other night, his cell phone rang - at 1am - it is the quietest little ring - didn't even wake me up... but he heard THAT!!!

He jumped out of bed fast - like someone was breaking in and answered the phone.

R-I-G-H-T!!!! He can hear that but he can't hear a crying baby???? So, now I'm on to him... his little game of playing dead in the middle of the night!

Doesn't change the fact that I need to be the one who gets up with her - I'm home... he has to go to work.

Wade is home now - we are saving $$$ my keeping him home... so my day is spent with the two little ones.

Really, I only have between 9 and 1 to get anything done... then they both go down and I'm supposed to clean or do laundry, stuff I can't get don't when they are awake.

Only thing is that I need to rest!!! So they go down and so do I.

and the laundry builds up... the bathrooms get more dirty and, you know what?

I DON'T CARE!!!!